2018 Note:
I drew this almost a year ago and kept it in my sketchbook because it was meant for myself, not for sharing. My artwork is deeply personal, which is why I don’t sell it.
Over the past two years, I’ve drawn less frequently. Observing the current art scene, I find it difficult to believe in art as I once did. It seems dominated by commercial interests, fame, and superficial appeal, often lacking genuine purpose, questions, or solutions. Art has become about positioning oneself in society and seeking validation.
I believe art should serve a meaningful purpose. Artists have the unique power to educate and influence. They should be thoughtful and scholarly, constantly questioning and seeking solutions. Artists are philosophers, activists, and problem solvers, and art is simply the medium through which they convey their messages—much like books, songs, and social media. The value of art lies not in the medium itself, but in the message it delivers.
My hiatus and choice to remain anonymous are personal practices intended to distance myself from the illusion of success measured by money, public praise, or approval. It helps me avoid the urge to compete and to keep the focus on my art rather than on myself. I aim to see the bigger picture, to understand why I create art, and to ensure I am not driven by financial gain or external pressures. I strive to create art sincerely and with intention, allowing it to flow naturally.
I’ve set a personal rule: produce meaningful art or don’t produce at all.
Art should not be a self-serving act. It should be pure, honest, and both questioning and answering.
And I question myself constantly.
